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My TOP 10 of Reality Club's Songs Thursday, July 16, 2026 0 comment

HI! Long long time since my last entry! I'm back with thoughts about my favorite band recently.

For a little throwback, I've been listening to Reality Club since one of their vocalist is Fathia Izzati (my favorite YouTuber). All I know is their song called Alexandra, but maybe I'm too young to understand how beautiful the song is. The type of their song at that time didn't match my taste (I love noisy songs), after that, even people said that Reality Club is the Indonesian version of Arctic Monkeys, which made me a casual listener of theirs. After a few times, I listened to Am I Bothering You? and I'm in LOVE! It was the right time to get closer to the band, since at that time I was actually in a similar situationship. I still casually listened to their songs. Until, for the first time, I watched their concert at ANFE 2025, I went deeper into their discography!

Not Today (8 cried alone/10)

I recently discovered this song, and I just want to cry hearing this song (relatable for the life crisis era). This song screams like a desperate person that needed a light of hope. That's why they keep questioning, "Is it today? Is it tomorrow?". In the middle of the song, it screams, "Oh no, I was mistaken," like there is a different stage between the early verse. It feels like a combo of anger and ends with acceptance. It's okay if it's not today, then everything will be alright anyway!

Alexandra (8,5 ultraviolance/10)

The very first song that introduced me to Reality Club. It's so beautiful to admire someone. The lyrics said, "A saviour of mankind," which is a huge impact that Alexandra had. Even though we're far away, even though we barely meet, maybe even Alexandra changes into another creature, I feel like a fool for always doing anything for Alexandra. And exactly, we have our own Alexandra in our story.

Am I Bothering You? (8,5/10)

I was so in love with this song because I could feel like I'm in love with someone who doesn't love me back, and I always question myself about that talking stage. Like, are we getting bothered just to be nothing, or are we going to be something in the future? The song sounds playful to sing along to together. Sadly for now, I started getting kind of bored with the repetitive lyrics.

You Let Her Go Again (8,5/10)

I Wish I Was Your Joke (8,8 in your back pocket/10)

YEARNER ANTHEM??? I hope I'll never relate to this song, but the entire song feels screaming in my ears. It feels like I'm a sucker for love. It sounds like I'll never get tired of begging. What I like about this song is the way the music rises and falls, the feeling of screaming and begging that I am mad about. A give it a little more ranks beyond AIBY.

Four Summers (9/10)

A Sorrowful Reunion (10/10)

Lagu anjing

Enough For You (10/10)

WHAT IN THE WORLD... (CRY)

You'll Find Lovers Like You And Me (100 SICK/10)

Illness if becomes a song. Even any other crazy words to define this song isn't enough. I fucking hate this super acceptance song. What the hell, a very SICK song with a happy rhytm? I don't want it all to happen. Call me denial final boss.

2112 (2112/100)

THE REAL MY NUMBER ONE PARTY ANTHEM!

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Well hello, it's Lia here! I'm usually called as Kal/Kalia on the internet.

About me? I was born on October 20th, so I'm a proud Libra! My MBTI is INFP, but sometimes it changes to ENFP. I'm a middle child, and I have two brothers. I'm a 12th-grade student majoring in natural science, but I've always wanted to major in the socials. My favorite subjects might be English, Civics, and Geography. Edit: I'm currently majoring Bachelor degree in Geological Engineering.

I am always thrilled to learn new things. I do like drawing and designing posters since I was a little (kinda lost interest nowadays). Also, I love to bake since the C-19 era! I like to make fudgy brownies, soft cookies, and various types of cheesecake. I feel like I'm a 5-star Michelin chef. I'm a super sweet tooth anyways. Last to mention is my forever favorite food and drink, nasi goreng and Milo ice<3.

About blogging? I started blogging in early 2013. I used to focus on decorating my blog, and also made friends. I deleted all my entries in 2015 because I'm embarrassed. But, I won't do it again and I'll let this site always be my online diary archive! This blog now contains my personal life, review, thoughts, and things I love.

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Kalia is a nickname from my elementary friend, Maura. She called me that way until high school, even everyone thinks it's my real name. It sounds cute, so I use it on the internet. Thank you, Ola! I have been watching anime since I was 10. The first anime I ever watched was K-ON, recommended by my elementary friend, Barri. She introduced me to the world of idols. She brought me into Aikatsu, JKT48, and K-POP! An expert procrastinator (INFP disease). Somehow being super lazy by doing everything very early, so I don't waste my effort near the deadline. Eh. STAY only since TOP/Slump era. Tim2One editor reaction of Double Knot MV made me fall in love with them. 162 cm and 50 kg I live in Borneo, Indonesia!

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